There is nothing left to do now; replace <3’s with bizness.
“When I met Johnny, I was pure virgin. He changed that. He was my first everything. My first real kiss. My first real boyfriend. My first fiancé. The first guy I had sex with. So he’ll always be in my heart. Forever. Kind of funny that word.” - Winona Ryder
I am wasting my youth, beauty and heart. This will stop, now.
I long every part of you, today
your skin, your hair, your eyes.
It is now a tactile memory
but soon
will become a faded graze
until we meet, and once more
touch,
then maybe I will no longer be so
distraught.
